Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in propofa_redhead's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
10:10 pm	rain rain go away...... so today it was too rainy and too icy so my dad wouldnt let me go anywhere it was so mean.i wanted to cry just because i hate being cooped up in the house like its the most horrible feeling in the world! lol well one of them yeah well i get to go out tomorrow so i'll suck it up you know how it is lol! oh i thought me and one of my best friends were done i almost died but we talked it out and were good now.......took a lot of tears though let me tell you! Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
11:41 pm	bitches and hos oh man oh man my ex is such a PUSSY!!! lol my ex ryan called me the other night just to talk shit and he told me that if any of my friends still want to throw down that he'd fight them just to call him up....so tonite i talk to tucker (i was at deans for poker) so tucker and acosta and noah were like call him up.....so i called billy and was like let me talk to ryan....so he got on the phone and i was like hey my friend wants to talk to you so as soon as tuck got on the phone and bitching ryan out ryan was like i dont want any problems that stuff was too long ago it doesnt matter anymore....what a bitch!!!! oh my gosh then he started talkin mad shit about me and tucker was like this really doesnt have to do with janna so dont talk shit about her...i was like oh get 'em made me laugh so hard i couldnt even believe it! well that was fun! Current Mood: ecstatic (Comment on this)
Monday, December 27th, 2004
5:13 pm	well today was a rather fun day....i saw jack for the first time in like forever that was crazy.....lol not really but we had fun, he took me to luch which was really nice and we went back to his house and watched football it was good to see him cause it had been so fucking long......oh man it was so great, so my break has been good i have enjoyed it alot! oh man oh man Current Mood: happy Current Music: areosmith greatest hits (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 26th, 2004
10:40 pm	man another day ruined well well well, you know when you never want to talk to someone again and then they call you know that feeling? well i had that tonite.....my ex ryan called me oh what a nice gesture my heart dropped tom my fucking stomach when i heard his voice on the line....i wanted to be shot in the head that very second.......it started off very nicely and then the more we started to talk the more i realized how much i hate him but of course he sits there talking shit and i just let him just like i always have.i'm such a dumbass i should have told him how much i hate him and how happy i am without him and everything but i didnt.......uh i so should have and i should have told him that my friends want to fight him and that he's gona get his ass kicked.......i never want to see him or hear his voice ever again! seriously! its times like this when i realize how much bryan means to me and why i am with him instead of ryan and its also times like these when i stop and think why didnt i listen to my friends (particulary jack and amanda and ed)? wow how dumb! Current Mood: pissed off (2 Comments |Comment on this)
8:08 pm	yeah so today was ok i guess....i hung out with amanda and ed installed my new car stero! that was cool but other then that pretty boring.... you know what i'm tired of? always thinking about bryan all i ever think about is how is this gona effect me and bryan? or are me and bryan gona be something again? all i want is to not be scared and just let things happen.....why is that so hard? Current Mood: confused (2 Comments |Comment on this)
2:18 pm	yay fun fun ok well i had an amazing christmas....i'm not gona lie it was so good i have the greatest family......... but i wish i could help people who dont have what i have i feel so fucking selfish sometimes and i hate it.....i dont want to be like that anymore Current Mood: calm (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 25th, 2004
5:10 pm	mmmmm hey guys this is my new lj so i guess i'm kinda following the trend lol i just got bored with my old username! (Comment on this)